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I don’t know what to think of myself.

I think I’m smart and understand so much.

But behind the veil. I’m a dummy

I often sit and ponder. I’m so observant of others yet not of myself. I hate being me I seem to think.

Sad and often regretful. However I refuse to fall to depression.

Why?

Simply cause momma ain’t raise no bitch.

Who am I

I spend so much time caring about others.

I often push out my own desires and thought for their sake.

I hate it. I want to be selfish. I want to be spiteful. Why care what anyone else thinks now.

I’m going to start doing what I want to do.

If I don’t I’ll lose myself.

Lost

I have no direction currently. I’m lost and scared of what’s next.

This year my life will change all around. No longer viewed as a child. No more leniency.

I’ll be free though. Free to be me. I’ll make myself the person I truly want to be.

No constraints. Nothing to hold me back. Although I am scared I will walk

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